last nite I performed on stage with a band @ Rockstar Karoke @ the huge Casino in Melbourne...
the venue was awesome & the band was terrific...
Rockstar Karaoke was very pro, & I felt very nervous...
I chose the second set which was probably wrong, my energy levels were bad because I was recovering from the flu, but I desperately wanted to perform...
I drank way too much which made my performance erratic, choppy & inconsistent, but then again, when u play with a band for the first time with no rehearsal it is not too easy...
I feel I can do a much better job...
Anyway my video of blister in the sun will be available for download, or streamed on youtube next week....
Apart from that, emotionally the performance made me value realistically @ what I am about & what I stand for...
I am not searching for fame & fortune but love technology & music..Even if I am not great, to be able to do all this is a buzz...
Doesn't everyone secretly want to be an actor, singer, writer or somebody famous @ times??
Lately I have been trying to reabsorb myself & develop relationships with people---it is hard @ times---but I realise u have to really value the friendships that are worthwhile, there is a lot of hard stuff going on in my life--but no different to most people...